Also, I regret my part in it. Like everything else though, I do learn from my many mistakes. I am so flawed and such a work in progress, but at my core and at my heart I am good. And you are as well. And together, well...no delusions, just grandeur♥.
You know...we worked on us and we're as good as gold, fuck that--we're better than that. What irks me in a hilarious way is that I can say what I do, right or wrong in front of everyone here. Some people will agree, some people won't; but I haven't said 2 words behind closed doors that I haven't had the backbone to say right in front of 20,000. How many people can say the same? A handful here. A handful of people that don't run and hide behind groups or pms or the stupid ass texts I use to get as well.
What sucks is, as you mentioned, some beautiful people (like KellyS) get their real feelings hurt. :( She's way better off now. I wish I had 1/2 a heart to tell her the shit Jen said about her via pms and texts but I'd never hurt her.
You are in a MUCH better place than you were a year ago. You're free of toxic associations, you're a healthy and amazing inspiration for people who have started and continued a healthy way of living, you are an incredible mother, a great wife (to me and Paige too).
Of course, I saved the best for last. You are a gem of a friend Courtney. I could not imagine my life without your friendship. It is so amazing and genuine that there isn't anything that could taint that that the two of us could not get through. Here's to us still being bad ass and beautiful when we're as old and saggy as they are.♥
What makes me keep going on here when I would really just rather not deal with the idiocy is that sometimes, many times in fact, the good outweighs the bad. For every one of them is one of you and one of Paige and Andrea and Alicia and so many others that I could name all day. Is it worth the stress and the bullshit and the back biting and the name calling?
Yeah, because my life has been enriched with the friendships I have found here. So I take it because our friendship is real and it's honest and it keeps me going when I've had nothing else to turn to. You'll never know what you mean to me. Thanks for being there when all else fails.
Yeah, I shouldn't let stuff get to me sometimes but to see people involve you just gets to me. You're awesome and amazing and my inspiration. Never forget that. Well, cause I won't let you♥.
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Also, I regret my part in it. Like everything else though, I do learn from my many mistakes. I am so flawed and such a work in progress, but at my core and at my heart I am good. And you are as well. And together, well...no delusions, just grandeur♥.
Like Eve and Gwen. I am LOVING the image♥!!!
You know...we worked on us and we're as good as gold, fuck that--we're better than that. What irks me in a hilarious way is that I can say what I do, right or wrong in front of everyone here. Some people will agree, some people won't; but I haven't said 2 words behind closed doors that I haven't had the backbone to say right in front of 20,000. How many people can say the same? A handful here. A handful of people that don't run and hide behind groups or pms or the stupid ass texts I use to get as well.
What sucks is, as you mentioned, some beautiful people (like KellyS) get their real feelings hurt. :( She's way better off now. I wish I had 1/2 a heart to tell her the shit Jen said about her via pms and texts but I'd never hurt her.
You are in a MUCH better place than you were a year ago. You're free of toxic associations, you're a healthy and amazing inspiration for people who have started and continued a healthy way of living, you are an incredible mother, a great wife (to me and Paige too).
Of course, I saved the best for last. You are a gem of a friend Courtney. I could not imagine my life without your friendship. It is so amazing and genuine that there isn't anything that could taint that that the two of us could not get through. Here's to us still being bad ass and beautiful when we're as old and saggy as they are.♥
Well Miss Beautiful, you have made my day. I love you so much!!! ♥
What makes me keep going on here when I would really just rather not deal with the idiocy is that sometimes, many times in fact, the good outweighs the bad. For every one of them is one of you and one of Paige and Andrea and Alicia and so many others that I could name all day. Is it worth the stress and the bullshit and the back biting and the name calling?
Yeah, because my life has been enriched with the friendships I have found here. So I take it because our friendship is real and it's honest and it keeps me going when I've had nothing else to turn to. You'll never know what you mean to me. Thanks for being there when all else fails.
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I totally understand why you are taking a break! Be back soon!
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Yeah, I shouldn't let stuff get to me sometimes but to see people involve you just gets to me. You're awesome and amazing and my inspiration. Never forget that. Well, cause I won't let you♥.